Michigan for the weekend.

Woo-hoo! i'm in Michigan! Time to partyy. :) Kelsey and Logan and the other Logan and Brandon came with me too. Were going snowboarding later, it's Kelsey's birthday so i decided we should go to Michigan because she love their Bittersweet and to go snowboarding. I'm having oodles of fun right now. everything just seems to be going perfectly. :) I love it. <3 Oh yeah, i almost forgot Brandon is going out with Hope, again. and im still going out with logan but im still having a good time because i can have fun with logan no matter what. :) My emotions are always mixed i've noticed that. I'm a very complicated person if you havent figured out.

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wow i'm pretty bored today so i just keep on typing and typing! :) so i didnt have enough time to finish our conversation becuase we started a new one and i had to go to the mall with logan. everyone stares at me at the mallfunny because of my hair, my hair is baller so shut up, geez. anyways, here we go. again.
brandon:hey
melia:howdy how are you
brandon:hope broke up w/ me
melia:why?
brandon: she was just using me 2 get logan jealous
melia:wow.
brandon:yes it sucks
melia:im sorry are you okay
brandon:no i feel bad bcuz i was kinda using her and she was doind the same 2 me
melia:yeah im sorry buddy. do you need anything
brandon:can u come over
melia:no sorry i have to go to the mall with logan
brandon:y dont u break up w/ him already
melia:because i dont want to hurt him just yet i know im going to anyways but just not now not after 2 days
brandon:plz
melia:brandon calm your jets im caught in this and i dont know what to do
brandon:break up w/ him and go out w/ me
melia:no
brandon:im sad now thanxs
melia:im sorry im in a little pickle right now. i love logan like a brother but he doesnt think im like a sister to him and i dont want to hurt him so early
brandon:idc i luv u!!!!!!
melia:logan is here i have to go
brandon:ok bye i luv u
melia:your making me feel guilty stop!
brandon:ok srry
melia:i love you to.
brandon:yay

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brandon is going out with Hope now, he wouldnt even talk to me. i miss him. alot. i'm still going out with logan, don't get me wrong, i love him with all of my heart but he's more of a brother to me and it's weird kissing him. yea, very weird. logan is the kinda guy who is really loud and obnoxious when everyone is around because he likes people looking at him but he's really sweet and caring when it's just me and him. i wonder if he feels like i'm a sister to him? hmm, i wish i could read minds. Oh yeah, and one of his best friends asked me out today, i've been going out with logan for a day and a 1/2 it's so weird how the people that you can trust the most can turn on you like that. I don't really think that Hope actually likes Brandon i think she's just going out with him for a boyfriend because i asked her if she liked him about 3 days ago and she said no. maybe she does'nt trust me. yeah, that's probably it. i sit right across from brandon in algebra and we have to be partners like everyday it's hard since he wouldnt talk to me and when i try to make conversation he just pretended that he was too busy on his work to listen to me. I asked him to meet me after school so i could talk to him. he didnt. i sent him a text message okay here is our conversation:
melia:brandon why won't you talk to me anymore?
brandon:y do u think melia?
melia: well im guessing it's because im going out with logan
brandon:you guessed right
melia: well your going out with hope now so why wont you still talk to me?
brandon: i think im in love w/ u and u just go out w/ logan again so i was trying 2 make u jealous but not anymore bcuz ur not worth it
melia: why would you try to make me jealous?
brandon:so youd come back 2 me
melia: well i actually wouldve i dont get jealous easily though
brandon: idc anymore ur not worth it
melia:brandon, your being wayy to dramatic over this
brandon:no im not i thought i luvded u and u just broke my heart
melia:I DIDNT KNOW WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?!
brandon: i didnt kno if u felt the same way
melia: well i do.
brandon:do
melia:yes
brandon: oh well where do we go from here?
melia: i dont know what do you think
brandon:idk ive only gone out w/ hope for a day and i dont wanna be mean and dump her after like 32 hours
melia: yeah i dont know what do with logan either he is more like my brother
brandon: do u want me 2 tell him
melia: no i want to tell him myself just not now.
brandon:kk ill talk 2 u later.
melia: okay bye.

P.S- brandon uses achronyms, yeah i know annoying! :D

life sucks.

Ah, well okay my life sucks major ass right now, Logan (a guy i went out with in october i think) well he's one of my extremly good friends && he asked me out again, i said no because a)i don't want it to ruin our friendship & b) i'm pretty much in love with brandon. so now he hates me and won't talk to me at all, so today at school i told him i'd go out with him. now brandon wont talk to me, i'm just trying to make everyone happy and it's not working out to well. i'm in love with brandon (well i think, i've never been in love before.) but Logan is one of my best friends i could ever have and i don't want to lose him, ever. i dont know what i should do. i dont wan to lose either and it seems like either way i'm going to lose one of them. Oh yeah and to add on to my crappy life as of this moment, one of my other best friends apparently thinks that i've been avoiding her so she's telling everyone else to ask me if i'm mad at her and she wont ask me herself. i like friends who can speak there mind and dont care what other people think of them, and she's just not one of them. she's kinda mean to people too, she says one of my other friends is fat, she's fatter then her. wow, i'm just really pissed right now, and just want everything to be like it used to be. i miss the old days. :(

P.S.- i like this shade of purple, it's fabulous. :)

brandon.

brandon, i'm in love with you. i've known you since 5th grade and you know we both liked each other in 5th grade we just didnt have the guts to ask each other out. now when you tell me that you love me and it's not opposite day ((insider)) i just say that you're lying and we go on with our lives. you have been there for me no matter what it was, i dont know what i would do without you. when you asked me to give you a hug after school i thought you were still sad because you and jacki broke up but now that everybody at school has been teling me that you have a crush on me i kinda like you back like in 5th grade. i know that i just broke up with seth and it's too early to like some one again but i do. i like you brandon, alot. you were like my brother when i had a boyfriend and i was like a sister to you when you had a girlfriend but whenever we we both single we kinda changed to more flirting then we usually do. everybody flirts with their friends that are of the opposite sex and everyone knows that we do so nobody cares because they know we're the best friends like ever. i know i've always liked you i'd just put it in the back of my mind and like someone else. now i can't stop putting it in the back of my mind and face reality. brandon i'm totally and completly in love with you. <3

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Yea i didnt really write EVERYTHING about me on that other post thingy so here i go again. :) i hate achronyms, i dont know why they just bug me. music is pretty much my life, i always have my ipod with me. my best friends names would just happen to be, morgan, kelsey, lindsey, nicole, mariah, alex, andy, ryan, brandon, sarah, and allie but you people probably dont care :) my favorite holiday is halloween, it's the best. i still go trick or treating, i'm a bit immature for my age. i'm extremly afraid of clowns and i'm a little bit clastrophobic. well i guess i'm just me, and if you dont like it, leave. it's that simple. :)

okie dokie

so i was just really bored one day so i guess i made a blog. i'm going to tell you about my self. my name is melia zak (well my middle name is zak but i like it like that.) and i live in new yorkk. i will not tell people my address or number or anything only if i know you because if i dont then that's just creepy. i love summer and fall they're the best.. my life revolves around friends and family and sports. i used to play softball but then stopped and now i'm kinda playing again. i'm a pretty easy person to get along with, it takes a lot to get me in a bad mood. if you get sarcasm then were good because i use a lot of it. i'm usually a bright colored person but for some reason screamo, techno, rock, and hardcore stuff tend to be soothing to my ears so dont judge me because of the music that i listen to. people call me emo and scene but i dont care because that's me. i wear what i want and look how i want so if you're going to judge me i'm fine with that because youre oppinion most likely doesnt matter. people do call me a bitch but im just trying to be real and i hate fakes so if you call me fake be ready for a left hook to your face. just kidding im not that violent.